iv never been so religious all my life but happy. but in a short while, my new depressed life has brought inn many positive changes in me.One of them is that Iv started liking meditations, watching art movies and wish often to sneak out to some peaceful and green hill station/ ashram. Whenever i listen to some temple’s ringing bells on television or in the temples, i gradually close my eyes and just feel lost within that sound. The moment i open them, it feels very different and new…why is it so??