Okay so, here’s my story.
Since I was a kid, I have always seen these shadow type things out of the corner of my eye. Every time I look over, they go away.
Sometimes if it is far away, it just kind of floats there not taking shape of anything and grows bigger but I quickly look away and change location because it makes me feel uncomfortable.
I also notice strange lighting situations, its not like a big completely dark area and then a white figure of light, its more like dim lighting and then a light shape out of no where.
Recently I’ve been having bad dreams more frequently, not like an every night thing but I rarely ever have bad dreams.
I get scared and worried easily, I think I’m paranoid but I don’t know of what.
As a kid, I always over exaggerated and now when I think something is wrong with me my mom doesn’t believe me and thinks I’m just being a drama queen.
As I’ve gotten older, I see the same figures over and over agian and now even hear noises, these strange figures make me nervouse and I never feel comfortable.
I always end up going to sleep at like 6 in the morning when I feel un easy and I have no1 to sleep with.
I’m 14 and I’m so tired of this, I want to know that there is something wrong with me before I go to some kind of specialist and have my mom pay money that she doesnt have so that I can "stop seeing and hearing things"
Normaly what I hear are screams and yells, not ghostly or anything but just painful yells and screams.
And I have this distinct dream I had a few months or so ago that I can remember and that scares the heck out of me, it was a bad dream that someone had died and a few weeks after that dream, I saw the house that my dream took place at.
Sometimes I see strange figures that look like they’re staring right at me, but when I shift my eyesight directly at it, it disapears.
I’m not sure what I see and hear, but it makes me uneasy and I dont like it.
I am also concerned with death and being scared that something is going to happen to my friends and family.
I am terrified of dieing and of thunderstorms and any kind of bad weather (if that helps)
These things usually only happen when it is quiet, I am alone, at night, when everyone else is asleep, or when I feel uneasy.
I dont just hear yells, I also hear random blows of wind, or chimes or bells.
I also feel like someone is always watching me, and it isnt a good feeling, like a door window that doesnt have a curtain, I look at it every 10 seconds because I feel like someone is watching me.

I just really need answers and help, my friend is also going through something similar to mine, but hers is WAY worse, she has panic attacks like crazy, she cant sleep at night, her parents are going through a divorce but this has happened long before that, she sees..people kind of like shadows and then sees them in strange dreams, I was with her last night awake with her becasue she was having a panic attack and couldnt sleep and she felt like she had to throw up and she kept saying she felt like something was going to happen, and the last time she said it our small towns power suddenly went out, like it was so scarey it was like something you’d see in the movies! She texts me at 2 adn 3 in the morning because she cant sleep and when she tries to get in the bed with her mom, she feels like she has to move and its over welming for her. She has told her mom about it but her mom doesnt really think that its something that will be controled by talking to some person that charges money to talk about it. But we just need some answers.

–thank you!




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