Healing.
Is it like cleaning? Like cleaning a messy closet?
Or fixing… is healing like fixing? Like a piano that’s out of tune?
Tuning… now that’s an interesting word.
Healing, is it like tuning yourself?
Can we be out of tune? What does life look like, if we are out of tune?
I know hearing a song played on an out-of-tune piano sounds like a painful shit.
So how does a life unfold, when a self is out-of-tune?
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Self; what do I include when I say that word?
-My body.
-My thought patterns.
-My perception of myself.
-My habits.
-My routines.
-The amount of time I am care-free-happy
-The amount of time I am fearing-the-worry.
These are all components of my life. I shall call them collectively; myself.
So can all of these things which make me, be healed? Can the be tuned into balance?
How?
and why?
What happens if, like the piano, I am professionally-tuned?
Will I sound on-key again?
Will the song be beautiful?
Will the pain of listening to the music disappear, quickly replaced with a blissful sound?
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Healing.
For life?
How does it happen?
–Pills? Prescriptions? Therapy? Weight gain? Weight loss? More makeup? Less carbohydrates?
To me these don’t seem true for healing.
How then do I heal? How do I tune myself so that:
MY LIFE FEELS LIKE, IT IS IN A PEACEFUL BALANCE. ?
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Choice.
I know I have this power.
I know the creator of the healing, is not some doctor.
I know the creator of the pain, is not some outside circumstance.
I know I am the creator of the state I’m in.
I have the power.
I can choose to tune myself.
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Challenge.
I am presented with one now.
I know that I am responsible for my own healing.
I know that any imbalance in my life is my fault, because it is my responsibility, and my natural ability, to maintain my desired balance.
I am choosing to allow these un-aligned thoughts and routines, to continue.
I propagate them.
I power their momentum.
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Healing.
I want it.
I want to be tuned perfectly. On key. Sounding amazing. Like brand new.
I have been looking for a tuner.
Looking for a medicine.
I have concluded…
there is no such thing.
Nothing exists which can heal me, or tune me,
nothing, but me.
My power is the healing power.
My power is the way to peace.
My choice,
to live with faith,
knowing that I can change everything,
by facing life like the man I am,
and choosing to correct it.
Choosing to take the actions which promote health.
Choosing to think the thoughts which promote peace.
Choosing to help people who need my help.
Choosing to give up my own needs for others.
I know a balanced life is what I am naturally aligned to live.
I know I can be tuned into balance, and healed without external aid.
Can I do it?
There is no such question.
Will I do it?
That is the question.
YES.
I PROMISE.
NOW.
Jason
